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Stress
Another day and more stress. Just need to keep doing my best. Court case is pushed again. They guy needs to go to prison. Steal a car and run someone over, now fighting punishment. This country is messed up, everyone needs to be held accountable for their mistakes.
"You can't escape this feeling of disintegration. The world is fragile.
But you also can't let it ruin your life. I'm actually a pretty composed
person. I guess people imagine I spend my life thinking about crazy,
sinister things but I don't, really. It's not like I'm trying to exorcise
any demons."
"Michael Shannon"
My rollercoaster of a life.
I have been gone for so long, nor have I been writing anything. Things went down hill for me and I let it get to me. So much has happened in my life and I have tried to control and fix things. As a kid I was raped and molested by my father. Beaten and mentally abuse by mother and father. Was bullied at school for being myself and not follow fads. Worse yet, teachers would do a damn thing and believed the bullies, sadly it is true. So growing up, I ended trying to fix who I am. Took most of m life trying to not commit to suicide. Took most of my life to not kill myself. Even so I tried to fix my anger and trust issues. No I haven't looked for
Dating troubles
I am drunk off my ass and pissed at everything including women. Dating and being interested suck ass. Any tips. lol
Long time
I haven't written a new journal in a while. Been busy, most fatigued lately from working so much. I get day off but my mind is so blah. Also I haven't been so inspired much. Well see what will happen over time.
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I will reply here, since dA on my computer sucks...
1. What kind of music you like?
Rock
2. Are you ticklish?
Nope
3. Is there such a thing as too much chocolate?
Yeah XD
4. Is it easy for you to tell people how you feel?
Yep!
5. Do you have a recurring dream?
Nope
6. What kind of music can you just not stand to listen to?
POP... Bieber killed it.
7. If you won a $1,000 shopping spree for any store, which store would you pick?
Probably Nikon or Canon store..
8. In what ways do you relax?
I... Play games.
9. What's your favorite drink?
Fanta.
10. What do you think is your most attractive feature?
Uh... None? XD
1. What kind of music you like?
Rock
2. Are you ticklish?
Nope
3. Is there such a thing as too much chocolate?
Yeah XD
4. Is it easy for you to tell people how you feel?
Yep!
5. Do you have a recurring dream?
Nope
6. What kind of music can you just not stand to listen to?
POP... Bieber killed it.
7. If you won a $1,000 shopping spree for any store, which store would you pick?
Probably Nikon or Canon store..
8. In what ways do you relax?
I... Play games.
9. What's your favorite drink?
Fanta.
10. What do you think is your most attractive feature?
Uh... None? XD