Not like other guys, Am I really strong? I keep falling, Am I really weak? Sitting in the night, Watching the stars. Hoping and wishing, Do I deserve anything? I am sad.... I am in pain... I am angry.... I am trying.... I can be happy, I will spread the joy. I hate the pain, I hate the pain in others. I will finally rise up, I will fight till my last breath. My heart has spirit and love, I will always break free.
My reality or our reality by SakuyaYoru, literature
Literature
My reality or our reality
Why have you forsaken others around,
dragging innocents in your battle.
Reputable is who you think you are,
Hellion is your true self that you hide.
If you indeed have the honor,
then you have the privilege.
You need to go in your own battles,
stand by your virtues till death.
But no more love or compassion remains,
Portrait of pain, held inside a broken Frame.
It puts shit in perspective quite well,
but...temporarily, of course.
In this world only madmen are happy,
No one cares to try and change.
Just.....why can't I be free?
I just want the world to look at a mirror.
Humanity becomes a victim of its stupidity.
You trampled upon my heart,
Your love causing me sadness.
My anger is growing fierce,
Burning me up inside.
My angel of darkness,
Causing sadness in my heart.
You can wish hell upon me,
But I wont care if I am in hell.
I'll admit I am slow to learn,
Simply going in circles.
I'll never win in life,
For I am a pure fool.
The parasite calls out my name by SakuyaYoru, literature
Literature
The parasite calls out my name
The parasite calls out my name,
Calling to tempt me into darkness.
Going though this world with an ally,
But is she truly a friend or foe.
The parasitic invasion is spreading,
I must continue battling to free my body.
The parasite wont leave me alone,
It will tempt me in this deep hatred.
Falling victim to this parasite,
Feeling my utter resolve falter.
The parasite calls out my name,
The sentient virus is getting stronger....
Time is way too limited for me,
My mind is yearning for peace.
What has kept me sane till now,
I don't have an answer for that.
Moving through the days lost,
Scenery blurring past me.
Starting to feel like a fool,
A fool that is about to go mad.
For years trying to find my path,
Constantly being kicked by others.
Is this insanity inherent or begotten?
Now I'm starting to feel so obliterated.
I lose my voice in my nightmares,
But never to awaken till the end.
Struggling and kicking thereafter,
Only to be the fool... the fool going mad...
The fool who fails in life... and in dreams.....
The universe expands constantly all around us,
So then our characters should be ever expanding.
So many going in the search of ones inner self,
But one needs to be strong to discover ones self.
For if you are tortured deep within yourself,
You will never wake up to discover who you are.
Many believe your soul will prevail in the end,
But many souls succumb to the seven sins.
The paths never matter for self-discovery,
It is you who matter on the path to your goal.
On your path that you create for yourself,
You need willpower to discover who you are.
There is no achievement for you in the end,
Just your happiness for discovering yo
I know who I am on the inside,
But it's not good enough for you.
I am nice to everyone around me.
What is the point of my life?
What do I have to give to anyone?
I know I am not a smart guy,
Nor am I talented in anything.
I try so hard in this solitary life,
Yet I'm pushed down every time.
Why can't everyone succeed in life,
Everyone deserves something special.
I just don't want to give up anymore,
But what can one do in an unfair society?
I try to fight back against the tyranny,
But I am alone among a few fighters.
We downtrodden need to stand up,
Fight back against the greed.
Stop supporting evil leaders,
and become a stro